FEAR OF BIRTHDAY’S CELEBRATION (FRAGAPANOPHOBIA)
I’ve never met a single person who doesn’t get excited on birthdays.
While here I desperately wait to flee away for that one day. I read somewhere it is FRAGAPANOPHOBIA means fear of birthdays celebration caused by any drastic incident or fear of aging.
Thou, I don’t remember any incident that interrupts me from celebrating my day. I don’t even know when was I celebrated a Delightful birthday. I’m glad about turning 26 which means I’m not scared of aging.
Yet, I feel pain in my heart, pain that I don’t reckon. A feeling of being isolated in a castle all alone. Quiet as a spider webbing its web in the corner.
A peace dwelling inside the lungs. Peace of growing in satisfaction. I never understand why my soul departs from my essence on the day of my birth.
Many say it is a sign of dismay when nothing excites you but being alone does.
The one with birthday phobia says I’m glad to be born. Every single day motivates me to rise then why wait for that one day.
